All Over The Place Ass Post: My Weekend

Aye you know those times when you cry so much your head hurts. Man that's basically been my entire weekend. All week I've been saying I miss my mom and can't wait to spend time with her over the weekend. But all we really did was argue. I was just trying to talk to her on some real shit. I went on to saying how I feel like I'm there for everyone in my life but nobody is there for me when I want to vent. (peep how that has nothing to do with her) Yet she got hella mad and that sparked her to flip out and say a whole bunch of shit that has nothing to do with anything. Now if y'all know me you know me and my mom don't have the best relationship but I love her to death and would kill for her.   Whatever. I guess I just need to accept the relationship I have with my mom. At least I have one right? But yeah that whole thing has just been stressing me out. I need to really work on myself and get it together for real though, because shit nobody is going to do it for me. I really be feeling like I am the only person I have. So I always try really hard to make sure I'm good in all aspects.

About an hour ago I unfollowed a certain someone on every social media site and deleted their number. I've been wanting to do it for a while but Idk, I just couldn't bring myself to letting go all the way. It's like even though we are "friends" he never fails to make me feel like I'm dumb or like he he's not trying to talk. No matter how hard I tried to hold on to it I guess I needed to just let it go. I cared about that guy way more than he cared about me and following him isn't anything but a constant reminder of how salty he makes me feel despite how much I tried to ignore it. If anyone is reading this and feels like they want to just cut all ties off with someone but is hesitant, just do it. I know theres no going back(because if you do, you'll look dumb as fuck reflowing him on twitter instagram and snapchat while asking for his number again) but trust me you'll feel kind of relieved after I promise.

Oh God, Tomorrow is monday and this is the week of thanksgiving. Dude they got me working Tuesday 5 to close, Wednesday 3-8, Thursday On Call 8pm- 1am, and Friday 12pm to fucking 9pm. I don't know who the fuck they think I am. But I'm not going to lie I need the money.

Speaking about needing money. It looks like I'm going to go to New York the week of Christmas! My uncle invited me. I'm excited because thats where I plan on transferring to after Normandale and I haven't been there yet. I know i'll just love it.

Well that sums up my weekend. Just a bunch of nothing. Talk to you guys soon.
xoxOyinda!