Heyyy loves! So I rode the city bus to school today for the first time it took like an Hour & 45 mins too. I tried riding the bus back home from school the day before yesterday but that didn't end well. It started well but boy it didn't end well at all lol. I ended up missing my second bus & getting lost in downtown Minneapolis with my phone dead it was horrible. Now I know your prob wondering what happened to car pooling with Koisey ("best friend") & Charles (Koisey's bf). Well I figured that I should adjust accordingly to my feelings. First of all i'm mentally preparing myself for this personal event thats upcoming wayyy to quickly ANNNNNNNND I just don't see it as fun anymore being with them all the time. Usually its no problem because I feel like I'm hanging out with both of my friends but I feel like lately it has just been feeling like I'm hanging out with more of a couple so it makes me uncomfortable and things feel inevitably awkward which isn't their fault at all. Yet feeling like this lately has sparked from inner tension I've had with Koisey that I've never spoke on. & I'm not going to sit here and rant & cuss out my friend on here. But i will say this, You know when you can tell something is wrong with your best friend and you ask a series of these questions "Whats wrong?" "how are you feeling?" "Are you mad at me?" "Did I do something?" "Who messed w/ you?" etc. lol you get the point. Koisey doesn't do that to me when she feels like she is the issue? She will see your salt and unsee it lol smh. I'm def not mad I just am going to adjust my friendships accordingly.
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