@yin_speaks: Growing up is deleting numbers that you know having is not good for you

 Okay so there was this guy we'll just call em "F.E" so me & FE we're messing around with each other for  some time. Not long but long enough for me to catch a few quick feelings. Plus we had a little foolish past in middle school if that helps lol. But anyway, you know when you text people & you can tell by the vibe either they're upset or just don't want to talk to you. Well I guess you can say while me & FE we're talking he kinda gave me that vibe. I mean it was like 

Me: Hey (:

Him: Hey

(Peep he didn't smile back) 

Me: Are you okay

Him: Mhm

Me: I know you aren't but I just want you to know whatever it is I'm here for you

Him: aw thanks 

Me: No problem so what have you been up to

Him: Life 

(This is where I had an epiphany/ grown moment. I just thought to myself, why am I making my life complicated? I'm too grown to be sitting around wondering if he doesn't want to talk to me or if I did something so I said)

Me: Either I'm trippin, you don't want to talk to me, or your just upset. Which one isn't cause I don't want to waste time

Him: I don't want to talk to you

So yeah it stung but then again I thought to myself, well at least this sting doesn't sting as much as if he just kept leading me on then just breeaks my heart. I respect him for THAT because shit at the end of the day not everybody is going to like you, but I don't respect him at the same time because he was kind of leading me on in a sense. Anyway moral of the story is yess you will die of salt for like 10 minutes but at least you aren't dying of a heart break. So what I did was what's in the picture...  Delete the number because it's just a reminder rejection. Hahaha I can't believe I'm telling y'all this whatever

Peace, stay Gold